From Lukewarm Christian to On Fire: Reigniting My Faith Walk
For years, I was a lukewarm Christian, drifting through life without a true sense of purpose or direction. Everything changed when I decided to go all in for Christ.

I became a Christian as a child, spending Wednesdays and Sundays at church, including Sunday school, choir, and other youth events. I confidently say I attended more services than I missed until college, where my attendance waned.
As an adult, I started going more regularly but never truly built a relationship with God. Honestly, I didn’t think I could. The church I grew up in made prayer and Bible study feel so rigid that I never felt worthy. For most of my adult life, I was one foot in, one foot out, until I faced the darkest season of my life. Little did I know, this would be the turning point where I would go from being a lukewarm Christian to finding God, my identity, and my purpose.
Through a season of deep isolation and profound revelation, I discovered a relationship with God that transformed my heart, mind, and spirit. Join me as I share my journey from lukewarm faith to a fervent, all-in commitment to Christ, and how this transformation has impacted every aspect of my life.
The Worst Year of My Life
Last year, I faced the worst time of my life. I received news that shattered me, leaving me feeling like I was knocking on death’s door. I felt purposeless, believing the world would be better off without me.
But God
God met me right where I was. In the darkest season of isolation, He revealed Himself in ways I never imagined. He brought people into my life who spoke life into me and helped me discover my identity in Christ. For so long, I sought validation from this world through friends, family, and even social media likes. But God showed me that all of it was a facade. He removed people from my life who didn’t support His plan for me, breaking me again, but teaching me that with Him, I have everything I need.
Lukewarm Christian No More
I dusted off my Bible and began reading from Genesis 1:1. When I reached verse 27, He spoke directly to my heart, revealing that I needed to stop bashing Him. At first, I was confused, but then it hit me: every negative thought I had about myself was critiquing God because we are made in His image (Genesis 1:27). Who am I to say that God made a mistake?
Weeks went by, and my confidence grew. God became my best friend, and I spent time with Him throughout the day. He taught me how to pray, breaking through the walls I had put up and reshaping my understanding of prayer.
I felt a strong pull in my spirit to be baptized again. I was baptized at age 10, but I didn’t understand the magnitude of that decision then. On August 6, 2023, my life changed. I felt a spiritual shift and began to discern God’s voice more clearly. Through His Word, He revealed the areas in my life that needed change, and I made every effort to align with His will. Lukewarm Christian, who?
Fighting for Change Through Prayer and Fasting
I fasted and prayed fervently, desperate to change and live the life God promised. Through prayer, I fought for my breakthrough. I prayed prayers of repentance and forgiveness, breaking bloodline curses and releasing myself from any covenants made unknowingly with the enemy. Slowly, my heart softened towards those who wronged me, and I experienced true joy and peace for the first time in over 30 years.
For so long, I searched for true freedom in worldly things, only to realize that true freedom is found in Jesus. I was finally content. Even if what God promised didn’t come to pass, I was okay because God is not a liar.
From Wilderness to Preparation
From a season of wilderness, God began preparing me for the promise. He placed challenges on my heart, month after month, transforming me into the woman He created me to be. This journey was far from easy. I cried many nights, questioning and trying to rush the process, not realizing that He was pruning me. He reminded me to keep my eyes on Him, not on the mess around me. He showed Himself faithful time and time again, making a way when there seemed to be no way.
Sharing My Testimony & Embracing My Purpose
And then He told me I was ready. I was scared and nervous, still harboring a bit of doubt. But He reassured me. As God promised, it happened suddenly, and tears of joy streamed down my face as I embraced my new reality. God is indeed a man of His Word.
Guess what? If God did it for me, He can do it for you too. He shows no favoritism (Romans 2:11).
I thought my social media season was over, but God said, “No, now it’s time to share your testimony and help other women discover their identity in Christ and their God-given purpose.” So here I am, walking in complete obedience and embracing my kingdom assignment. No longer will I chase algorithms or post for likes and views. My strategy comes from my Father in heaven, and with Him, I cannot fail (Psalm 46:5).
I look forward to catching up with you all and sharing more about my journey to knowing Christ personally. My content will remain authentic and vulnerable, inspired by God. If you choose to unfollow, that’s okay. I trust that those who need to hear my story will be placed here by God’s design.
From Lukewarm Christian to Embracing a Life Fully Committed to Christ
Reflecting on my journey from being a lukewarm Christian to living all in for Christ, I am filled with gratitude for the profound transformation that God has worked in my life. If He did it for me, He can do it for you too. True freedom and purpose are found in Jesus, not in the fleeting validations of the world. If you’re feeling lost, purposeless, or stuck in a cycle of seeking external approval, I encourage you to turn to God and dive deep into His Word.
Remember, the journey from being a lukewarm Christian to embracing a life fully committed to Christ isn’t always easy. There will be challenges, moments of doubt, and times when the process feels unbearable. But hold on to the truth that God is with you every step of the way, pruning and preparing you for His promises. Embrace your identity in Christ and let Him guide you to your true purpose (Jeremiah 29:11).
As I continue to walk in obedience, sharing my testimony, and cultivating a community of women grounded in Christ, I invite you to join me. Together, we can support and uplift each other, discovering our God-given purposes and living out our faith authentically. Keep your eyes on Jesus, and trust that with Him, you cannot fail (Psalm 46:5).
